I began writing everything down, to help make sense of it, first for myself, then for others.It's taken me a good while to fully come to terms with what I've done, to understand how easily I fell into the previously unknown world that I would regrettably come to prefer to the real one.
When the time was right for both of us, we would work through our problems and come back to one another. I shed my regulars and concentrated on just one, a man younger than me by almost two decades.
What drew me to the online world was the maintenance of fantasy.
Bringing it to life brought only complications, albeit occasionally exquisite ones.
He was young and beautiful and I couldn't believe that he wanted me.
From the very first meeting, the guilt racked through me.